The last Semester of my study life. (high possibility).

The tough semester has just ended. Is really so tough until i dont wish think back on what happen on that semester. All the exam is really tough especially the Electronic Design module. When i go into exam i all my formula ready, yet when i see the question, i know nothing. I dunno how to approach the question. After answering and getting the final answer, i fell like shit! what the hell is dat answer. It is the last paper with the module code H63 END!!! THe end!! and my semester just END with this crazy paper.. I think i might fail that paper, and even tougher than Selvan's Field wave and Antenna.

Just 1 day after the last exam, the new semester start.. DAMN!! whrs my HOLIDAY!! We are so stress up on the exam and now we cant rest and have worry on new semester stuff.. New module selection, project meeting,,, FYP preparation.. AND WORST is THESIS!!! OMG OMGOMG. How am i gonna survive for this semester. BAHHHHH.

On top of those stress, and i start to worry what happen after graduate. Can i get a decent job? Can i have a bright future? IS this stupid BEng enough for me? What if i cant find a job what should i do?? All this stuff i coming straight to my face and i need to solve them. As i found out on semester 1, i am not a good material for researching, I hate doing research and being push by supervisor to come out something from no way? WTF is newness!! what u want? which direction should i go? How if it fail?? RAAAAAAAA. But, my curiosity, my hunger for knowledge attitude telling me to learn more. I wanna know stuff that I interested on. I wan to be professional one day and be able to steer the industry. Okie i know i drifted my topic too far away.. the point is i am stress.

On the other hand, i feel i am quite knowledgeable. At least from the 1st year until now i know alot of stuff. Start from a simple AND or OR gate to a microproccesor or microcontroller. From low level machine language to high level programming language. From a simple radiating inductor to the maxwell equation and antenna theories. From a simple controlling switch to automatic feedback system. I know alot, yea! so? should i know everything ? issit useful when i work in the industry? But one thing i really glad is, i still have passion toward this industry. I know i wanna learn those stuff. When i see a new technology, i wanna know how it works. ( OMG i should change my topic to my future!! how this shit related to my new semester!! bahh leave it!)

So erhem, the last semester, will be really stress, thesis, modules and also one business module. I take marketing mix for this semester. Marketing is about brain washing and bull shitting. A good marketeers is a good bullshitter. They even call them MBS! Master in bull Shitting. Others module are like microwave communication, telco electronic and generator and motor. Hope it will not be so tough cos i think i will skip class alot for the FYP! and selvan!! i WARN U!! dont push me so hard!! i am not like dat suddsh or ur CY Tan! i am just a normal BEng student!! I will burn ur saga one arhhh!!

OKie LKF! WORK SUPER HARD TO END THIS SEM!! GIVE IT UR BEST!!

The lonely square root three by David Feinberg

The lonely square root three

I fear that i will always be

A Lonely number like root three

A three is all that's good and right

Why must my three keep out of sight

Beneath a vicious square-root sign?

I wish instead i were a nine

For nine could thwart this evil trick,

With just some quick arithmetic

I know I'll never see the sun as 1.7321

such as my reality A sad irrationality

When, hark, just what is this i see?

Another square root of a three

Has quietly come waltzing by

Together now we multiply

To form a number we prefer

Rejoicing as an integer

We break free from our mortal bonds

and with a wave of magic wands

Our square-root signs become unglued

And love for me has been renewed.

A beautiful poem found out from an crazy and fking funny movie. Harold and Kumar Escape From Guantanamo Bay (2008). This is damn stupid movie and hamsap also. The point is, out of the sudden a romantic poem chill me while amaze me. I said, WTF why this kind of lovely poem will come out from such movie. The poem is really amazing, as a Engineer which math is our second life.

Just recently i rmb this poem and go search for the author. I found out David Feinberg which is a Mathematician and a humour author. Another great point is, he is gay and tested HIV positive. The fact disturb my like to the poem, cos is the root 3... A 3, like a butt.

I know I'll never see the sun as 1.7321, such as my reality A sad irrationality. A sad line from the poem which shows that he is writing it in his own point of view. Gay, which is near to abnormal and most of the society doesnt acknowledge it. Follow with the poem, later he found and root 3, another butt, then happy ever after.

Actually i shouldnt think like this, is a great poem, gay love also is true love. Who care 3 or 4 or 5. At the end, root 3 is just a number and similarly, we are just human being.

Android ANDROID ANDROOOOOOIDDD

Opss, i publish this post before adding any content. Wuahahaha. Too high then press enter. I wan an Android phone!! Dun wan diamond edi!! Google OS rocks, window mobile sux! I am pro-google group. Now i am using their google chrome browser, very smooth. The file is much smaller than firefox! stupid firefox always hang with facebook RC. I wonder how android will look like, currently only htc Magic make it to msia. Summore tie with some stupid celcom plan.. ish! Code.google.com is a great site! is like WOw so pro over there. There are so many pro coder (or programmer) arnd the world supporting this site. So many open source program and development kit. I wish to start 1 project also!! but no time laaa.. pang sai bo eng leee

When i start working, i will surely invest quite alot of my salary into gadget le! i wan buy ipod touch, i wan new laptop which is lighter and more powerful, i wan gaming console and more...

Some update from my intern. Current i am doing some stupid technical report for government tender purpose. So fking long and retarded. I hate doing paper work!! i wan to learn more technical stuff!! i wan go to site!! i wan learn to plan site!!! RAAAAAAAAAA

Oh ya, just selected some of the choice from FYP portal. Will be focusing more on telco and communication stuff and also robotic! WALL-E i wan build it!! lolz. Hmm with my result i think is not so hard to get the FYP dat i wan.

So how bout my future? Current vision is towards telco. Saw alot of good future lifestyle example. Got one contract worker got 24k per month!! I WAN DAT ALSO RARRWWW. Imagine i am working for 20day to earn 24k which is 1.2k per day. I can buy ipod touch everyday!! WUahhahahaha. Okie enuf blah'ing. CIaoz!

Urge of Blogging Ver 2.012897

Okie i finally reach this page.. the page i had nv see for so long. Sorry for those keep checking for my post. So what make me wanna blog?? Now i am at P1 company and just had my breakfast at downstairs. The place i had my breakfast and lunch everyday. Boring. The problem with this company is it has super limited parking. So staff that get a place ard wont take the risk to go out at lunch cause there will hav pain in the ass finding parking again. Those boss that have a permanent parking at basement wont take small little intern like out to lunch. So i will stick with this M FLOOR cafeteria for 3 damn month. Stop those bullshit, i dont want to spoil my mood early in the morning.

Lets talk about my intern. I am in this P1 Wimax company doing RF(radio frequency) intern. RF department is basically seperated to 2 branch, planning and optimization. Planning as its word, is sites planning and deployment. Then opti is to optimize sites to the max( better coverage, better strength). There some software available for both branch. Site planning software like Enterprise Asset, optimization software like Nemo and statistice software like SIMON. Blah blah blah. talk like you know everything.. u know ntg okie!!! This 3 weeks what did you do?? Everyday at office facebook.. damn no life... Haihz.. boss give me work laa!! Okie stress again... dun spoil my morning plss this is friday okie!!!

Hmm happy stuff, not to say happy, i am glad that is know this guy chin which is a super experience contract worker. I just heard he has the next project offer of 18-21k each month!! So learn alot from him in term of how to become a success engineer. Telco is the main thing, a great sector that can make you grow fast. The 1st job is so damn important cause it affect the rest of your life. Be super hunger for knowledge on the 1st few year, absorb like an ultra sponge. Build up your network and start the fun!! Be a jumper!! jump here and there ard the telco then u will have success. Wuahahahhaha. I hope so, talk easy, do hard. I know myself too well, i am not that kind that have good quality and genius mind, so network and connection might be the way.

Peoples, bare in mind, before you chase for something, make sure you know how fast you can run. Know yourselves, know your enemy.

Dun giv up KIN FONG!! u can 1!!!! wuahahahahaha

IN tha phiiiiiiewwwww (In da phail)

Yeah!! yeah,,, yeah.........

Happy, nervous, cant sleepppp while exam.....................

prepare!!!! preeeeeeeeeeeeeeepareeeeeeeeeeeeeee......................

Get in, BLANK!! OMG!

Intha :What your greatest achievement other than academic record?

viewa :er.... ermmm... .thiss.. no no that... thissss..........errrr

Intha :As a leader, how did u monitor your team progress?

viewa :Erm like thiss.. then that.. then this....

Intha : NO!!! U (stupid) shouldnt answer like that!! this cant show how good ar u!!!

viewa : har??? how?? wat?? (looks fking stupid)

Intha : Like this and that and thisthat....

viewa : okie.. okieeee okkkkkie... kk.... (worst,, looks retarded)

...........( next question)

Intha : How did u ___________ urself while managing the team?

viewa : har?? what is ________????? (DUMMPPP!!!!)

...................(explain explain and answered)

Intha : What difficulty did you foresee? Erm do u know wat is foresee? need me explain?...

viewa : (fking embarassing) no no,,,, no need i knoww.. ya... okie... k...

...............(answered with chicky brain...)

20 minutes later, more super untechnical and HR and business related question

over ... PHAILLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLLL!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Conclusion... Do not plan to talk technical when u get to a inthaview!! u will PHAIL like me.. Prepare for untechnical and self esteeem related question.. which i dunno what is that...

Bye bye intha... thanks for ur time.... bye.. She selll snail Shell....

My diamond

Yaya finally i got my diamond edi! I even cant sleep for this device. It really like diamond for guys! Girl like real diamond while guy like devices! Maybe it only apply to me la, but i think still most of the guy like high tech devices. Oh ya i notice many of my fren like cars. Nice sport car is far, so thy turn thr wira to wira-lution. Is boring to see those stupid ppl think their car modify edi will giv them alot horse power. Like the stupid noisy exaust can giv them a boost. Is just like u fart u know? Did u leap forward when u fart?

Okie back to myself, devices, sumthing very tempting when the technology is still unknown. Ya curiousity towards technology make me LIKE new devices. Overall comment on this Touch Diamond is GREAT, ya great, erm ya aspected great, er ya good. Is not like wat i thought when i dream about it. Maybe i did something wrong before buying this devices.

I will blame the lowyat forum. The forum got so darn many information and so darn many ppl to share their review, thy tell the good point bad point, things be caution and stuff and stuff. Just the diamond thread have 80+ page. U know wat, i read all of them cos i really interested to know! So now i got the phone in my hand, i really dunno wat to do with it. After 3 day of plying it, the basic setting, normal config, basic software, all mastered. Whats more?

Still got less than a month then i have to start uni. Back to the ulu seminyih start my jungle life. I might be boring over thr, but i think now i am more boring then in uni. Everyday sitting infront of laptop dunno wanna do wat. In the other thought, i am worry, i am going to start 2nd of EnE. It will be tough i know. I might even dun even hav time to boring, i will busy till die. hiahz. disturbing thought. Dun care la!!! come the come la!! ARGH!! i tot of NRA!! i dun wanna face it!!!! RAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA

New design new slogan

Revolutionizing life with Technology~~ yay! my new slogan. Before that, i need to thank my dear for my new template! thank you very much! hehe. You will get your reward soon lol.

Okie start with my slogan. Revolutionizing a great word appear on a discussion with hao zhi and chern horng for the MCC project. Quite disappointed we cant manage to complete the submission requirement, but not angry. What we have is experience and a new concept, new thought, is nice to brain storming ideas with a basic concept by hao zhi. Haha, altho we are like jump into the river and get all wet, but so what, we learn to adapt to the water temperature and environment. When next time we jump in we will perform better.

Next which is life, stuff goes around with life and in life. We live to get life. You know what i mean? We must stay alive to live the life to the max! Not when your are dead. So regretting is wasting time. Stand up and goes on! About life, I just finish my year novel! The 300k English words novel. So hard to finish it but still i did it! The book is about ET, Extraterrestrial life-form but it is originate from earth. Human-being, more precisely homo sapien sapiens, which always think there are the most superior species on the earth. They own the planet and do anything to. Destroy it, pollute it, conquer it and even plan to abandon it! Just like the Wall-e movie. Then this Yrr which is the deep sea creature start planning to react to those destruction of their habitat. Whats the best way, you destroy my house, i destroy back your house. Tsunamis, sea creature invasion, poison on land, climate changes... all kind of disaster they can do. The best part is they PLANNED it, they have more intelligent than human being. haha.

Then lastly Technology!!! I am a engineering student, soooonnn to be an engineer, technology will be my life, my carreer. I have to depends on it, use it, invent it and implement it to others. Think back when i am small, my ambition is be a inventor! Not scienctist which discover the current, but engineer that invent the future! How did i change my life with technology? GET new devicees! a brand new technology is coming to my life! VERY HAPPY!

proudly present,
THE HTC TOUCH DIAMOND!!!


WUUU so nice~~~~

Continue...

Just back from singapore, dam tired. This trip gave me great experience. It broaden my mind about how other ppl can manage country like a company with Zero natural resources and super limited land.

All there have and proud of is TALENT. They precious all kind of talented person. This make the country run so smoothly. Everything is so systematic, their MRT system is impressive, ultra clean street but you cant see cleaner cleaning all the time, and even their pipe water iteself is safe to drink.

By comparing with Malaysia, It is sux here. The main failure of this country is government like to throw talented student to other country. Is like a fisherman caught a big fish, but he think he cant finsih the fish so he decided to throw back to the sea. It is so stupid. Here comes Singapore below the fisherman and take all the big fishy.

This few days in Singapore, I represent Nottingham university attend and compete in a Micromouse Inter-school competition. What make me feel shame is the competetor is all secondary student. All of them owns a micromouse robot and have great performance in the competition. Our mouse is like noob to them. At last we lost the competition. No chance winning those experienced secondary school student.

Haihz.. i feel my English sux again.. dunno y write half way then stuck. Those grammer not smooth at all.. stop la. sleep la. SIEN

Urge of blogging...

Haha i am back. After last post, which was like 1 year ago. That post is about my working life. The worthwhile working experience in P1. Who knows what happen to me after that. That should be my urge of blogging.

Did anyone think of a day when you lost all your memory, all you have is a blog that written by your pass self. Then this blog might be precious. The only way to know your pass is read from your own writing.. your own presentation way of your life. It is great to make this as a habit. Who knows which day i will lost my memory. lol

Stuffs to update current will be my uni life. How did i pass 9 month in a jungle with all the engineering student stress? It should be interesting. Overall i will say my life was great. Quite a few changes from my previous lifestyle. Main factor will be absence of my what-also-care mom. Life gets independent , life gets hard.

Hmm time to stop. I dun wan to blah everything out in 1 post and abandon it for 1 year again.
by the way.. i hate this blogger window. Is so narrow that wil narrow my mind to blog. Next time should use Microsoft word. Cya then!

psps: if sum1 kind enuf, make me a new template :P pls.

Packet One Marketing..

Lets start this post with some slogan.. what about 'A post before sleep, make my life more rich'.. It dun works... haha still onli nonsenses come out from my hand. Lol...
Packet one.. a company i hav work for nearly 3 month. It is coming to an end of my 1st working experience in my life. The best thing about this is i work in a marketing department be4 my Engineering degree. Everyone in company has asked :

Colleague: Oh u are the new intern? Whr ar u studying and which course?
Kinno: I am going to study in nottingham university taking electrical and electronic engineering.
Colleague: Oh i c, Wat the hell are u doing in marketing department? crazy..

Oh ya is crazy.. but wat do u think when i grad.getting a job and hav to interview. i will tell them proudly.. I am a EnE engineer with door to door sales, branding, and product marketing working experiences. Impresive rite? and i am sure dat interviewer will go WOW with the testimonial thy are going to write to me.. is sign by famous guy man.. Our CEO which use to be CEO in tmnet and bring tmnet to a Billions dollar market capitalization company. HAHA. Proud man.

Honestly, i am the lowest in the whole company. Ever smaller than a junior Exec. I am the DI in the company... Known as DONKEY INTERN!! haha.. we are multi, wat also can do. From boring data entry work to a bunting hanger and even a store room keeper.. Everything! So i have to help the whole marketing department to work.. Marketing Communication, Product Marketing, Product testing, Sales Research, Door to door sales, Survey and more.. Door to door sales is the most interesting part of my job. Go by door to door ring their bell, explain and explain our product again n again n again until dream also full of product. Dunno how many dam stupid reception had slam the door at our face. Really hard to do this kind of sales, it makes a deal so precious u even will scream for dat. Money is hard to earn, but experiences worth more. Saw many kind of different ppl, different faces and different asses. I really learn alot le.. This 3 month really worth it.

Hmm hmm, lots of memory in this company. I felt i am so blend with them. We go for nice lunch together, work together and joke ard together. Dat day Kala told us in car, she will really miss us when we left. I am touch for her word, cos i felt the same. I sure will miss them when i leave, i will miss those jokes, miss the time having pork mee with them, miss the time work hard till late nite with them. Memory comes memory goes, one after the other. This is always the law of nature.

I really appreciate the time with them, those thing thy taught us. I will try to remember all of them. I am so glad that i hav chance to work with them. This is because thy treat us so good. I hope i can work with them again. Later when i grad, i will go back to this company, this time not going to marketing but to engineering! must make myself big and famous! Okie study hard!!

Boring working day

This is the 2nd if my boring working day. Keep waiting superior to giv use job. Ya i am quite happy dat this big company hired me as trainee. I really hope i can learn at least some stuff from here. I cant image i juz sit infront this comp everyday and blog like this. Is damn boring.
Yest i hav some data entry work. lucky i did it with wei chiang if not is like disaster. Hundred over form to be insert in microsoft excel. SIEN LAA.

Now superior meeting time. My curiousity ask me to break inside and listen wat are thy talking about. It is torture when u wanna know sumting but u can know ntg. SWt.. office work really so boring. Lucky i am going to study engineering lo. R&D session shd be more interseting.

Yest we did some introduce to other place in company. When reach the R&D section. And i said WOW.. i wanna work thr.. those unknown device. lots of cable ard. Those blueprint drawing sticking on wall. WASAI.

Okie dats all superior going to finish meeting.. FASTER giv me WORK LAA

Refresh my blog

Oh hi. My last post has been 6 months ago. And i still rmb my motive to create this blog. Is to take this blog as my dairy. Dairy since my college life. But my college life has ended for half year. Thats y it has been inactive for half a year. After N-year when i come back to my blog. After checking all the post date. I surely will find this blank period. A period without any update. This is sad. What is more sad with period without any memory. Worse than short term memory. For me this period is important. Although i have ntg to do at all and rot for half a year at home with mushroom grow and dead on my head. But i still did something to make my day run.

1stly.. the major factor to make my wallet so thin.. Near empty inside.. is going out twice a week with my dear. Altho not every time go waste money. but still need to use money for food and some entertainment. We took a Macromedia flash class at pj. This make my petrol consumption goes up. Additional with non-stop nagging from my mom.

2nd. is still sad my english suck. I really did my best to help it. But dun think it got much improvement. Still suck. Sien lo... I read novel. 1st time reading english novel. Yes it is 1st time. I never read my english literature novel when 2ndary time. My 1st book is.. Ben Elton- Past mortem. A cruel detective novel with clear explanation of murder and torturing. Nice book lol. Thats the 1st time i found reading is fun. People say by reading a novel, u can understand clearly the story. Compare with watching on big screen, like harry potter. I did finish all the Harry potter novel. It is 7 of them. EH no, my dear dun have the 2nd book so din read that. Then Dan Brown books. Angel and demon, deception point both are nice. Now i am reading a phenomenon book about ocean human war.

I have prepare everything to apply for uni. The University of Nottingham. All certified cert. Thats testimonial from taylor's that make me wait for 2 weeks.. and my personal statement dat need to write in application form. All done and just need to send it there. I am planning to rent accommodation over there. A single room with shared bathroom is preferable. I need my space and dun wish to take risk of getting bad room mate. This is the 1st time in my life i live far from my house. I mean far from my parent. I have learn independent there. Taking care of myself. Clean my room. Cook my own breakfast. Hehe with accompany by my dear~ We will take care each other. I really look forward to dat kind of life. I still have 3 month to go. 3 rotting month. Maybe will find part time. My dear say we have to brave this 3 month period. Until then we can live of life~ Wuuu long typing. long craping. Hope will continue this habit to blog. K la.. Cya in the whole new of university life. Bye

Prestige- the ideal of my invention..

Hoho.. Prestige is the movie just watched.. very nice. Give me alot of ideal for my dreamss to come true. I must jot down the detail of movie for my later reference.

Prestige , this movie bout 2 stage magician at ard 1870s.. A the starting of the movie, a man said magic is form by 3 important part. Plegde, A tool or object. Turn, to make the object disappear. and finally Prestige which is the hardest n dangerous part of the trick. To reveal back the object. Both magicians compete each other by discover new trick n mimic the other's trick.. the guy name Angies try hard revenge for his dead wife which die accidentally on a preform. The causes is the other guy Borden tie a wrong knot on the gurl hand n make her drown in a water tank. Angies try hard to win Borden by learning his trick and discover a better one. Their trick "the transported man" was famous at dat time. both trying their best to attract odience. The trick have 2 doors on the stage once, both far away. When the performer gone thru the 1st door. It will like kind of 'teleport' to the 2nd 1.. The original trick was to use a 'double'. Someone dat looks alike with the 1st one pass the door. Angies find dat Borden trick has some sercret in it which is a imposible. He threat him to giv out the secret.

Borden was threaten and giv the clue to Angie. The word 'Tesla'. Which means Nikola Tesla. he the well known scienctist who invented the Alternating Current. In the movie, it say he is force to retire and apperance of Thomas Edison's man dat distroy his lab. Edison is the inventor of direct current. Ac is far more famous and useful than the Dc. Dats why Edison in the movie as the 'bad' character. Back to the magic story. After Angie know tesla, He travel the US to find him for secret of the trick. He meet Nikola Tesla and ask for new invention. A machine which can do the teleport trick perfectly. Wat tesla created is not a teleport machine but a cloning machine. Everytime it is on it another Angie created and one shd be killed. So cruel the trick. He bring the machine back to whr he came from and start performance.

Everytime perform the trick the real one will drop thro a secret gate n drown to death.. As shown....

Hehe.. My draft. The light blue line is lightning . The aqua blue definately is water. This is how the magic work. Evertime the real performer will be dead in the the tank. A new clone created. The bravey for Angie to walk in the machine is from the haterous of Borden. He guide Borden to the tank is part of his plan. He wanBorden to be guilty for his death. Borden was judge to be guilty and hang to death. Angier tot he Won. He finally revenge for his wife and price for all the sacrifice. Things goes 180degree turn which Borden himslef hav his clone and Killed Angier. The last screen was showing alot of water which all hav body inside.. EVeryone is ANgier... SCARYYY.. okie Finish~~

Die lo tired liao. Haven reach the intersting part leh.. Which is wat i think~~ is important for me. for my future.. GO ON~~

Okie, when i finish this movie, I tried to relate this to my dream. Teleport machine. Teleport machine in my thouhgt was a machine dat accelerate particles to 'change' to wave form and can easily obtain lightspeed. Teleport for me is equal to travel with lightspeed. At ur destination thr must be another machine which is particles collector and convertor to collect all ur particles and convert it back to 'particles' form. This theory i learn from physic which is dual nature of particles. Like electron it can hav both nature. From the movie, clone is wrong. i rather say it as teleport. It work like this. It provide enough energy to particles to obtain wave nature~ and it transported it to elsewhr which human can see it.

The conservation of mass and energy tell me dat mass n energy cannot be created. Just using a high electric current can created a new mass( clone )? It is imposible. Even a Large Hardon Collider need to keep working for trilion years juz to create A kilogram of antimatter. CERN is whr the large hardon collider is. At swiss. Which is my dream working place. HEHe think too much. Dat place is like holy place for all scientist. It hav to best equipment over there. Onli genuis is fit to dat place i think.. lol..

This is just one of my taught. Teleporting Machine. I down the knowlegde and technic now to make my dream come true. But i will in future. If i can think of this. others sure can. But i still wonder why no one are doing research on it. Or it hav but just i dunno. OI~~ must wait me~ i wan invent it~~ Hur.. The 1st step for this great achievement... is to get A for my A-level physic~!!! if this also cant do, think wat teleport la.. go play telephone better la.. HaihZZ Must jiayou for my phy~~~ RAAAAAA i WILL BE NOBEL price WINNER~~~~ dream.... lol GOod nite sweet dream~~ nobel nobel nobel....................

Fart everything out...

STupid blogspot loading so long.. sien a.. ppl wanna fart everything out still need to wait.. Argh.. not in good mood.. so many unhappy thing happen ard me.. n so many stress given by so many ppl.. hmm.. the latest stress is from the stupid A2 trail exam.. dun blame i ply too much.. is juz it is too hard.. i am not going to blame myself for dat..

Parent.. the greatest stress source.. all the stress becos of u.. everytime ask us to study hard.. reason? cos u pay alot for me to study... sien .. money.. money... Or in other way u say wan our future to be brighter?? .. shyt.. listen till sien liao..

U think u onli got stress from work?. mine is small matter? u always saying tat i hav no enough experience to do thing.. canot do this .. canot do dat.. canot go out.. canot late back.. Then do i hav the experience to take so hard stress from my study?.. comparing ur stress from work n my stress ... issit ard the same.. huh.. ur stress is from ur boss.. then my stress is from u la.. I am onli 19 n taking such stress which is 30 years experience lack from u.. did u discover this?

Okie.. u wan me stress.. i stress.. study hard.. i prepare very hard for my exam n finally my holiday... One day u come back from office n juz got flame by ur boss.. u see me plying comp.. n i am going to be flame by u.. i am enjoying my holiday.. this is somekind of reward after my stress of exam.. like dat also canot?.. do u think i ply for ntg.?? i am learning.. do u know whr motherboard is?.. u know wat is RAM?.. u know how to install software?.. can u create a blog like mine??. shyt.. this is Learn n play.. do u know this?.. when u tell u my knowledge is from the experience of gaming.. n it is FOC.. free of charge~~~ no need u pay money for me to take a long course n learn this.. u say very good.. then wat for u see me plying come u scold me?.. So u think i am like the game for u to destress?.. i shd control my stress but u no need?.. blarr

Okie.. another matter.. u always say i'm in my room.. say such kind of thing like i am juz a rental in here.. come home for eat n sleep onli.. Wat la.. do i hav so many time for other thing? u think i dun like to watch tv outside n chat with u all??. when back from coll need sleep.. after dinner i choose destress myself n ply abit.. later hav to study.. n u will juz say i plying whole day long.. When u come in my room u onli c part of my time.. is juz unfortunate let u see i am plying..
U blame me dun wan to talk to u.. i hav ntg to say.. not dun wan .. but i cant~~ not everything can let u know.. or rather u no need to know or worry bout it.. this will onli make my life worsee.. blar~~ U also change from teenage to adult b4.. ppl will change.. at this time usually children wil leave thier parent n hav thier own world.. we also same.. we need freedom.. i hav to be independent.. n u ar still making me dependent to u all..

This is wat i mean by farting .. ur fart is smelly.. n all matter here is negative.. although some of them is not experience by myself.. but is true. it really happen to other.. In this post i am blaming too much.. i know.. but y cant i? do i hav to take all the responsibility to everything dat happen on me?. haihz.. Sien..

Onion Birthday @ Galaxy K-boX

Happy birthday to onion~~ long live onion king.. lol..
i am tired to describe all detail leh.. let my lovely new eiten-chan help me~~ My new phone sony ericson eight-teni(W810i).. hehe

discussing whr to go after chem class~~
Here come 'salmon' giving her OPINION wo..

then decided to go chiong-K, nearest is galaxy lo.. n cheap also.. hehe.. 15+ per person include a set lunch n buffet.. u can hav fun till 6pm leh.. so suang ..
Wa 2 pm liao.. hungry~~~ take food~~

Wa need so many anot OH~~ can finish meh? Lolall get ready like hungry ghost

CHIONG~~~~
hungry ghost like dat de a.. ooo
so thirsty meh.. also haven start singing
food on table after set lunch come.. food need to stack up summore...
Start sing luuu
KEE LOONG~~~ cold also canot like dat de a.. u find ... KOK~~ omg siew cheng.. feel sorry for u
Kok ah kok... so hungry meh.. ur gf singing like dat u at least see her sing or clap hand ma.. dun onli eat ur food la.. stil got alot thr laa
Cheers*
Dun pan ying la u 2
2 gay lou singing love song to each other.. he lap u .. u lap him
huh. going to end soon lo.. food also not much left.. those nice de finish.. left back those no ppl wanna eat de.. lol
the "main character" also tired liao lo..

Lol.. thats all.. my phone pic quality is very good.. juz me lack of skill making those pic abit blur;.. or maybe is in a dark room.. haha.. is a happy party we have.. very nice.. very full.. enjoy very much.. for me la..
must jot down this.. dat salmon din even hold the mic in 4 hour times.. omg.. u go eat onli de a.. wat so secret cant let us listen ur sing.. haihz.. suan ba.. next time must force till u sing..

Okie la.. cYA~~

My holiday.. n world cup

Yo ALL ~~~ n yo to myself after n-years reading this previous post.. lol .. this is diary... Now waiting for maple server maintainance.. yea.. maple.. i am back to it.. n find it interesting again.. bunch of my buddy playing it now.. n more important.. my gf playing~~ lol..

World cup 2006... is heating up all over the world.. u can see it hear it feel it everywhr.. ur 5 sense cant escape from the magical power of juz a ball.. hoho.. i am crazying for it.. even wake up at 3am watch dat match... haihz.. previous match all make me dissapointed lo.. France n England char sui lo.. Brasil also ply har ply har.. lol..

My english... still like dat.. b4 dat got some wish to improve my language.. i am still finding a way to like language.. pls tell me sumway to like it lo.. read novel???.. try la.. really hope can write a full essay with ZERO grammar error.. this nv happen on me b4... sad..

My holiday going to end luu.. but did ntg on this holiday.. everyday missing her.. wanna see her.. then one week twice to go pak tor lo.. pak tor like dat can pk easily.. but it worth cos i am with my gurl~~~ hoho.. jealous?? go find 1 lo.. Dun care u all flame me la.. i must write this down as my presious memories.. hehe..

K la.. patch done.. Hope to write sumthing new sooooooooooooon~~~~~~~~~~

Fat mou fat mou....

Ah.. my last post was 2 weeks ago.. cham lo my blog.. so sien.. althought i know not 'much' ppl reading my blog.. hehe... My blog... is not onli for ppl to read de la.. is for me to express my opinion like my diary..

So guess y i din blog?.. cos i hav no opinion ?.. i rather said my opinon comes out from the other way.. last time.. i blog cos i hav no way to express my opinion.. or maybe i am lonely.. Finding sumthing to write n waste my time... but not now.. i rather wasting my time sms'ing.. or more important.. STUDY!!!. AS exam la.. not going to waste money n time retake any subject...

I study very hard leh.. keep doing work.. i never feel study can be... going on so smoothly for me.. I am lazy la.. not the last moment also nv wanna work.. haha.. wu liao la.. this post is just to update my blog la.. ntg to say .. bler bler...

Msg for my hengdai.. eh.. sorry la.. last few week reject ur invitation to go tok ball n yamcha,.. i really busying to obtain a better future.. fuiyoh.. yala.. prepare for exam.. holiday la.. i sure will find u all 1.. but dun fong my aeroplane o.. hehe.. cya then...

Thomas cup 06...

ARGHGHGGHGGHG... angry angry angry.. kek sam AAAA.. dulan aa..
Start watching from noon 4 o'clock.. every single moment i am beside the screen.. every match i cheer or scold with..super ci kek n kek sam with.. haihz..

this 1st match was.. not good though.. lee chong wei plying not so well.. so lose liao.. his 1 is 1st match sure got kind of pressure.. this 1 is okie ...
2nd match was wonderfull match.. the match dat make me laugh n cry.. My heart gonna drop out when thy having duce.. Walau eh like the feeling.. suang.. finally win liao..
3rd match.. was the most.... KNNCCB match.. plyed by Hashim the stupid F***er... damn him la.. starting was bad.. he tot he very skilfull n keep plying stupid trick.. no use de la.. pro wont be cheated by urs piggy trick.. He is damn plyfull.. plyfull all 3 match.. I tell u .. he super lucky dat can win the 1st match.. n he start plying the FOOL!!! U wanna fool ard go plyground11 "ask ur mom bring u to plyground ply marry-go-round" hmm this is not wat i said.. is the narrator said 1..even thy all beh tahan the attitude.... no stress at all in the 2nd match... sommore laugh like clown... damn u la.. u ar farking lossing.. u giv such laugh.. He din even care the point i think.. no stress saw from his damn face... like " lose lioa mai lose liao.. non of my business.. government stil will support my living!!!"..

Damn.. ya.. exactly like wat major malay.. When having a tiny lil negligible success.. thy wil start proud ard n .. FOOL ard.. not even hav a lil bit will to get better life .. or improve themself.. always depend on the big "backbone".. I break ur bone then u know.. sien ah.. can u all be competative abit.. do u know how sien ar the others living with u all.. U KNOW???

damn.. back to the match.. 4th math was 2nd double team.. OMG.. is this 2 player?.. thy looks more like nerd... denmark send out 2 .. bamboo go ply.. wat man.. bamboo ply badminton.. saw b4?.. haihz.. lucky our team din under estimate them.. win lioa..

the last match.. was a tough match.. real tough.. a new guy.. i think .. cos not dat famous.. having pressure from whole m'sia.. or either whole world to ply a match.. his skill was.. not bad.. quite stable.. at least better compare with U piggy... due to pressure.. n other side factor.. he lose.. cos his world rank is still low n lack of experience...

N a.. Wong Choon Han.. u better sau ur pei go back ur hometown eat shit.. juz scare by a ball n damage ur leg.. damn la.. dun ever tell u from ssg la.. or .. i wont say i am from thr.. shyt nia..

k la.. blar all out liao.. haihz. felt better now ...

"Eutectic".....

Haihz.. the last period of the day.. chemistry... Kalpana coming in with a tired face n telling us dat she gonna teach us eutectic... wats dat?.. authentic?.. eutec?.. EU... wow.. At dat time .. i really dun hav much interest to it.. COs.. IT IS THE LAST PERIOD.... DAMN i am going back HOME RITE after DAT!!!!!...

1st half of the period was.. sien.. i am so damn tired n fishing infront thr.. already dun care wats freaking nice kalpana teach n wats the class dicussing.. COntinue fishing n fishng... n fishing.....
fish har fish har.. YESH >> I got it.. A fish.. salmon kua. lol.. (crap..........)

SUmthing weird happen at dat moment.. sumthing .. mysterious... yea.. like magic.. Sum1 casted a spell on my head.. in my heart ... ALA CALA WAKU WAKE UPU.... from the bottom of my heart.. a magnificient force pull up my interest towards EUTECTIC!! eutectic eutectic eutectic.... i start trying to understand wat kalpana teaching ... n at last understand n teach back keeloong summmore..
WHua.. this is keong... fishing in 1st half but teaching at the last.. haha.. eutectic.. mysterious word... hmm.. maybe .. it is a spell.. sum unknown spell from unknown place... so next time when u felt sleepy.. n shout.. EUTECTIC!! i may help.. LOL

Jin yan vs Hou yan

This 2 song.. currently in my playlist.. setting to repeat mode...
Both ar sad song.. i know it will onli make me getting worse... but .. i cant stop listening it..n also sing together... it perfectly descibe my situation .... perfectly..
Jin yan by weng li ming
and Hou yan by Justin...
Try to listen this 2 song .. is nice.. try to understand wats it about.. or maybe.. u ar the one who hav same feeling...