This 2 song.. currently in my playlist.. setting to repeat mode...
Both ar sad song.. i know it will onli make me getting worse... but .. i cant stop listening it..n also sing together... it perfectly descibe my situation .... perfectly..
Jin yan by weng li ming
and Hou yan by Justin...
Try to listen this 2 song .. is nice.. try to understand wats it about.. or maybe.. u ar the one who hav same feeling...
Things happen at the wrong time....
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Kinno
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I shud b very happy dat i can change my old rusty CRT monitor to a brand new Lcd screen.. But sumting happen make me dont fell it is special.. it maybe come at the wrong time...
Yesterday argue with my mom .. juz about sum unimportant matter... she juz keep nagging me n blaming me.. Wat i wan is to solve the problem as soon as posible n need some silent time... but she juz keep nagging.. N i juz shout out ... " enough!!!".. n since then.. she dun choi me till now..
This make me sad.. very sad.. my mom usually is the one who talk to me always.. but she dun choi.. i felt empty.. I try to think.. if without her.. can i survive or continue live in this house.. No.. i cant.. i cant live without her care... i am so dependent..
This afternoon my dad brought me a new lcd screen.. but i am not happy.. cos i cant share my happiness with my mom.. Or this monitor juz come to neutralize my sadness.. I really hope she talk with me soon.. n... I'm sorry mom...
If this thing happen weeks ago.. while my life is blue n grey.. maybe i will do somthing insane.. er.. maybe jump down from 10th floor.. Juz a maybe.. but think back.. i am such a realistic guy dat wont do so much sacrifice for this small matters... Realistic n dependent.. it makes me... my life....
" I am still waiting.. waiting for someone to fill up my empty life.. Maybe i am juz too dependent that always waiting sum1 appear to let me depent on.. I cant live without 'u'......"
Yesterday argue with my mom .. juz about sum unimportant matter... she juz keep nagging me n blaming me.. Wat i wan is to solve the problem as soon as posible n need some silent time... but she juz keep nagging.. N i juz shout out ... " enough!!!".. n since then.. she dun choi me till now..
This make me sad.. very sad.. my mom usually is the one who talk to me always.. but she dun choi.. i felt empty.. I try to think.. if without her.. can i survive or continue live in this house.. No.. i cant.. i cant live without her care... i am so dependent..
This afternoon my dad brought me a new lcd screen.. but i am not happy.. cos i cant share my happiness with my mom.. Or this monitor juz come to neutralize my sadness.. I really hope she talk with me soon.. n... I'm sorry mom...
If this thing happen weeks ago.. while my life is blue n grey.. maybe i will do somthing insane.. er.. maybe jump down from 10th floor.. Juz a maybe.. but think back.. i am such a realistic guy dat wont do so much sacrifice for this small matters... Realistic n dependent.. it makes me... my life....
" I am still waiting.. waiting for someone to fill up my empty life.. Maybe i am juz too dependent that always waiting sum1 appear to let me depent on.. I cant live without 'u'......"
Life is too short for regrets....
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Kinno
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yea.. juz back from ssg gathering.. tok ball yamcha.. haha happy... hmm b4 dat my mood is blue n grey... seems like i hav lost interest in everything .. yea.. everything.. now okie lioa.. felt better..
Life... is interesting.. like a sinusoidal graph with maximum n minimun.. The turning point will appear anyday or anytime. The onli way to get to the turning point is to try. Brave n try. Although sometimes u will fail to get turn.. but at least u try.. with no regret..
It is sux to felt regret when u did ntg to change the situation.. n start to blame this blame dat.. wat for .. onli thing to blame is u dun hav the bravery to try.. No try means no change.. at least try, u hav to the possibility to change the situation.
Believe urself.. u will felt better when u try althought fail to hav the effect..
this msg is for me as a reminder.. to remind myself no harm trying.. maybe before dat i hav regrets.. but not at the future... no more regrets...
Life... is interesting.. like a sinusoidal graph with maximum n minimun.. The turning point will appear anyday or anytime. The onli way to get to the turning point is to try. Brave n try. Although sometimes u will fail to get turn.. but at least u try.. with no regret..
It is sux to felt regret when u did ntg to change the situation.. n start to blame this blame dat.. wat for .. onli thing to blame is u dun hav the bravery to try.. No try means no change.. at least try, u hav to the possibility to change the situation.
Believe urself.. u will felt better when u try althought fail to hav the effect..
this msg is for me as a reminder.. to remind myself no harm trying.. maybe before dat i hav regrets.. but not at the future... no more regrets...
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