STupid blogspot loading so long.. sien a.. ppl wanna fart everything out still need to wait.. Argh.. not in good mood.. so many unhappy thing happen ard me.. n so many stress given by so many ppl.. hmm.. the latest stress is from the stupid A2 trail exam.. dun blame i ply too much.. is juz it is too hard.. i am not going to blame myself for dat..
Parent.. the greatest stress source.. all the stress becos of u.. everytime ask us to study hard.. reason? cos u pay alot for me to study... sien .. money.. money... Or in other way u say wan our future to be brighter?? .. shyt.. listen till sien liao..
U think u onli got stress from work?. mine is small matter? u always saying tat i hav no enough experience to do thing.. canot do this .. canot do dat.. canot go out.. canot late back.. Then do i hav the experience to take so hard stress from my study?.. comparing ur stress from work n my stress ... issit ard the same.. huh.. ur stress is from ur boss.. then my stress is from u la.. I am onli 19 n taking such stress which is 30 years experience lack from u.. did u discover this?
Okie.. u wan me stress.. i stress.. study hard.. i prepare very hard for my exam n finally my holiday... One day u come back from office n juz got flame by ur boss.. u see me plying comp.. n i am going to be flame by u.. i am enjoying my holiday.. this is somekind of reward after my stress of exam.. like dat also canot?.. do u think i ply for ntg.?? i am learning.. do u know whr motherboard is?.. u know wat is RAM?.. u know how to install software?.. can u create a blog like mine??. shyt.. this is Learn n play.. do u know this?.. when u tell u my knowledge is from the experience of gaming.. n it is FOC.. free of charge~~~ no need u pay money for me to take a long course n learn this.. u say very good.. then wat for u see me plying come u scold me?.. So u think i am like the game for u to destress?.. i shd control my stress but u no need?.. blarr
Okie.. another matter.. u always say i'm in my room.. say such kind of thing like i am juz a rental in here.. come home for eat n sleep onli.. Wat la.. do i hav so many time for other thing? u think i dun like to watch tv outside n chat with u all??. when back from coll need sleep.. after dinner i choose destress myself n ply abit.. later hav to study.. n u will juz say i plying whole day long.. When u come in my room u onli c part of my time.. is juz unfortunate let u see i am plying..
U blame me dun wan to talk to u.. i hav ntg to say.. not dun wan .. but i cant~~ not everything can let u know.. or rather u no need to know or worry bout it.. this will onli make my life worsee.. blar~~ U also change from teenage to adult b4.. ppl will change.. at this time usually children wil leave thier parent n hav thier own world.. we also same.. we need freedom.. i hav to be independent.. n u ar still making me dependent to u all..
This is wat i mean by farting .. ur fart is smelly.. n all matter here is negative.. although some of them is not experience by myself.. but is true. it really happen to other.. In this post i am blaming too much.. i know.. but y cant i? do i hav to take all the responsibility to everything dat happen on me?. haihz.. Sien..
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