Jin yan vs Hou yan

This 2 song.. currently in my playlist.. setting to repeat mode...
Both ar sad song.. i know it will onli make me getting worse... but .. i cant stop listening it..n also sing together... it perfectly descibe my situation .... perfectly..
Jin yan by weng li ming
and Hou yan by Justin...
Try to listen this 2 song .. is nice.. try to understand wats it about.. or maybe.. u ar the one who hav same feeling...