Just 1 day after the last exam, the new semester start.. DAMN!! whrs my HOLIDAY!! We are so stress up on the exam and now we cant rest and have worry on new semester stuff.. New module selection, project meeting,,, FYP preparation.. AND WORST is THESIS!!! OMG OMGOMG. How am i gonna survive for this semester. BAHHHHH.
On top of those stress, and i start to worry what happen after graduate. Can i get a decent job? Can i have a bright future? IS this stupid BEng enough for me? What if i cant find a job what should i do?? All this stuff i coming straight to my face and i need to solve them. As i found out on semester 1, i am not a good material for researching, I hate doing research and being push by supervisor to come out something from no way? WTF is newness!! what u want? which direction should i go? How if it fail?? RAAAAAAAA. But, my curiosity, my hunger for knowledge attitude telling me to learn more. I wanna know stuff that I interested on. I wan to be professional one day and be able to steer the industry. Okie i know i drifted my topic too far away.. the point is i am stress.
On the other hand, i feel i am quite knowledgeable. At least from the 1st year until now i know alot of stuff. Start from a simple AND or OR gate to a microproccesor or microcontroller. From low level machine language to high level programming language. From a simple radiating inductor to the maxwell equation and antenna theories. From a simple controlling switch to automatic feedback system. I know alot, yea! so? should i know everything ? issit useful when i work in the industry? But one thing i really glad is, i still have passion toward this industry. I know i wanna learn those stuff. When i see a new technology, i wanna know how it works. ( OMG i should change my topic to my future!! how this shit related to my new semester!! bahh leave it!)
So erhem, the last semester, will be really stress, thesis, modules and also one business module. I take marketing mix for this semester. Marketing is about brain washing and bull shitting. A good marketeers is a good bullshitter. They even call them MBS! Master in bull Shitting. Others module are like microwave communication, telco electronic and generator and motor. Hope it will not be so tough cos i think i will skip class alot for the FYP! and selvan!! i WARN U!! dont push me so hard!! i am not like dat suddsh or ur CY Tan! i am just a normal BEng student!! I will burn ur saga one arhhh!!
OKie LKF! WORK SUPER HARD TO END THIS SEM!! GIVE IT UR BEST!!
