Anime Lover in japan is diff!!!!

While i surfing a anime discussion forum i found a interesting article.. is not so gud to take ppl thing n post it here... but it is really nice.. something u dunno.. try to read this

Hmm.. anime lover in japan ( otaku ) is nerd?.. y a.. juz now go out with fren discuss liao abit with them.... their opinion is.. anime n videogame is like i vitual world for someone to release their feeling.. those who do not hav good social skill n not gud at tackling gurl... so they try to release in this vitual world.. everyting their dun dare to do in real world they do in the game.. like those rpg game... they are totally a diff person in the game compare with themselve... they will try violent n crime or anyting they wont or dun dare to do in real.. so .. is not so gud at this point of view lo.. i think this will create more crime lo... when thr feel bored bout the game story liao thy will go try in real lo.. dat y.... japanese male is so... maniac.. no wonder.... like dat very bad leh.. this make anime like not a good thing.....

I am a otaku also leh.. i like anime.. i like game.... n manga also .. BUT!!!! i am not dat type!!! i am not.. malaysia otaku diff 1 leh.. they learn from anime.. like how to kau lui.. or we juz take this as entertainment.. juz a laugh then ntg liao.. Yea.. we ar normal 1.. Haha,,
So wat u THink??

Holiday lioa.. wuahahaha..

Yay !!! 1st day of my holiday go out with gang ..haha.. suppose go timesquare watch narnia 1.. since so many ppl say nice... but one of my fren watch liao lo.. nvm .. watch aeon flux... this is super nice.. the action part is so so.. but i like the story... is about future n cloning ..wuahahaha.. is sumthing like continue from the island...

again talk bout nuture versus nature.... 400 year ago.. a industry incident causes a virus spread to human being.. it reduce the population of the world n left back 5million ppl.. finally someone found cure n dat 5 million ppl being gather in 1 city called begna.. the city is surrounded by forest but a walk is build to protect them ... it look peace inside city... but the problem is.. thr is a side effect of dat cure medicine.. it is cannot give birth to new life...

their solution on this is clonning.. same with wat i said last time... the leader is the onli 1 who know the secret... every is being clone n is not giv birth.... every1 die.. the DNA sample will be kept n use for clonning.. so is like a reset button .. once die ..all memories gone but the face looks the same.. so keng... the leader is like god lo...

Something very interesting lo... the leader also can die .. but he also got clone.. he will teach his clone about himself n continue like tat till no end.... he said " .. this is after i die n alive 7 times..." 7 times the face no change n the thinking is the same leh.. so keong .. is like immortal onli lo.. n my fren suddenlly say.,y inside the movie got no car 1 a... thr all walk 1 ar.. lol.. yawor.. the onli transpot is train... cant see those high tech car 1... haihz.. all weapon inside also keong lo.. the i like the communication system.. more keong than 3G lo.. juz a pill can talk to u liao.. the msg can transfer thru ur drink 1.. so keng..

Cant imagine our future like how 1 leh.. but no need scare.. till those thing happen we also die liao lu.. just let ur son's sons' son go think bout it..
Finnally.. i end with a qoute dat aeon said in the movie

"We just to live once.... but with hope"

Helpless... hopeless. need holiday...

Study ,, study,, do pass year... memorize .. wa sien ar... really got feeling of vomit lioa.. luckily friday nite release lioa abit.. wa still maple till 5 leh keong.... here is some feeling toward every subject.....

CHemistry.... feeling my body is in a beaker.... feeling with deep blue solution.. i am trying hard to swim up ... but.. i am too dense... keep on falling down to the bottom.. whr the bunsen burner is burning.. feeling hot.. death is approching....

Futher math... starting is like sumthing very tasty.. cant stop eating it.. hungry for it... once u started to feel full.. wanna stop it ..but u cant.. is like drug.. addicted to it... but feeling wanna vomit if continue donig it.. no choice.. eat liao vomit..eat liao vomit.. no end eating n vomiting....

THinking Skill... this time i am in a deep blue see... with a cuff on my leg.. keep on swiming up... i cant reach the surface... my oxygen in oxygen tank is runnning out... at least i still can breath now.. but.. dunno when i am going die.. but soon.. till no more oxygen...

Math.... this 1 abit happy.. i am like floating in the sky... with no pressure ... i can fl everywhr... without worry when i will drop down... but i know someting will sure pull me down... statistic.. n also my overconfident...

Physic... this 1 scary.... i am in a vacuum space.. with limiting oxygen n sum food ard... i am trying to grab something to support myself.. but i am still searching for it..i am feeling helpless... n lonely in the space....

End of craping.. haihz.. still hav to study.. vomint study vomit... FAST FAST FINSIH THIS WEEK LA>>I NEED HOLIDAY!!!!

Birthday celebration.....

The 1st day of my 18th... so high .. so song.. so happy.... go out with heng daiz again.. we go 1u lo... thr all say thr nice wor.. dunno wat nice leh.. wuahahhaa.. sure erm.... eye exercise la.... u know..
This afternoon go mong kok eat.. haha... 1st time go thr.. go thr onli know birthday got promotion 1 wor.. sure hav to go.. go free drink wo..

Harry potter got goblet of fire.. this is my goblet of 'lai cha'

Haha.. crazy man... so big ..even 10 ppl also can drink.. but my fren.. all dinasaur... thr stomach hav extraordinary storage... so keong.. finish all man.. 6 of us also no need order drink lo... then the bill is rm60+ , ok i pay .. no prob.. thx for heng daiz celebrate for me.. n also .. thx mong kok for the giant drink !!! wuahahhaha....

Wa... my 18th birthday very happy lo... celebrate lioa nearly 3 day... friday go 1u watch movie n eat lunch... saturday go ply badminton n steamboat till late late.... n today from 12.30 go kai kai till 10 onli back.,.. so happy ...

Erm.. hav to start worry bout my exam.. band maple for 2 week... concentrate n get better result.. yay!!!.. kinno u can 1 .. YESH!!!
(still very high!!!!)

Happy birthday Kinno!!!!!

WUahhahahaa.. finally.. i am 18... finally.. i become adult liao.. Happy birthday to you , happy birthday to you, happy birthday to Kinno , Happy birthday to you!!!!... "RUMBLE".................... .. ...
ERm.. rumble.. a culture of SSG student.. the birthday boy must be rumble by other... while singing birthday song.. althought it is painfull.. but it also a sign of wishing by bros.... i kena abit juz now leh.. after eating steamboat at sunway thr.. haihz.. no choice.. culture is like dat .. hav to follow.. I am happy guyz.. thank you!!

Wuahahhaa.. finally can go clubing lioa.. go thr dance... drink alcohol.. n kap lui.. kau lui... think also song lioa... hiahz.. next year.. all heavy thing coming... my As n A2 exam.. it can be the turning point of my life.. work as a kopitiam boy.. or siting in office.. all base on this.. haihz.. is like dat 1 leh.. when ppl getting elder .. more thing to worry bout.. more thing to decide.... n more to do...

Bler... duno wat to write lioa.. n also lazy to write.. ok la.. MAPLE time!!!.. Sem Exam.. FORGET IT!!

Lazy to de MAXX!!!!

Sei lo .. y so lazy 1.. i really need a greater impulse force to push myself so dat it can complete a verticle circular motion when tension at highest point is more or equal to zero n velocity in not zero........ i also trying to use my leg and hand as a vector to explain wat is linearly independet n spaning a dimension... while doing this.. i hav to use potassium permanganat to test my organic compound so dat it hav efferversence or pungent smell that irritate everyone.. after dat still hav to use a bateries from my tv controler to test wat is the emf inside n wat is the inner resistance..
BLER bLEr.. same as tc.. crapping after all the SEM exam subject pass thru my mine.. bler!!!!!...

SO sien.. i use time to crap here rather than doing my SEm exam revision.... SEM exam is approaching!!! but my force i hav inside is decreasing sharply.. not willing to revise even tomolo is my physic test... n by the way.. i still go DL gunz online again .. game that i hav put away long time ago cos too boring... but now i wanna ply again .. cos at least more interesting compare with my revision...

I cant stress myself liao.. it is approaching my ultimate tensile stress ... i am going break.. still got 2 more week then exam liao.. how can pass it ???.. it seems like very long ... is like 1 lightyear away.... so far.. so long.... ALL CRAP!!!!

Little.....

Little... every one is little compare with a big big world.. i am one the little dot on this big big world.. But... dun think u are little untill can be negligible... no way for anyone can be negligible .. everything hav its meaning to be exist... everyone "contribute" to the world... The one who is negative show how positive the others ar... When u feeling ur glory .. think back ... u shud thank to ppl who lose to u .. who being ur opponent n make u great....
ERm.. this is wat learn from CHicken little... yes.. maybe u will is juz a childish cartoon that will juz make u laugh... no .. definately not dat simple.. the morality n teaching from the movie.. it is worth for u to observe n think about it..
Chicken little said " what i need is juz a chance!!!"... yes .. everyone is waiting for chance... once u meet the chance... grab it tightly.. show the ppl what are u n wat u can do to contribute to the world.. Like chicken little.. he save his village.... eventhought with his "little body" n "strenghtless arm"... Yes,, KINNO ... u are not like chicken little.. u have lots more ability ... n wat i need .. also CHANCE.... YeSH!!!... i will show the world who am I !!!!
Quote of the day....

"Chance, grab it , show the world"

PS: haha.. dun laugh at me leh.. it is juz to motivate myself to prepare for my SEM exam... Yeshh i will put in more effort!!!!

Summarize of my 1 week Holiday...

AIyuh.. today is today.. tomolo will be tomolo... hiahz.. today is last day of holiday liao... tomolo hav to go coll n work hard hard to prepare my Semester EXam leh.... SE quite important leh.. is forcast for our result .. so canot cincai do lo.. hav to kambade lo...

B4 holiday.. my planing is half of my holiday for plying n half for revising.. but now end up with full time revising...... u believe??? sure full time plying la... STilll feeling not enuf leh.. 1 week holiday so fast pass liao lo... My 1st 3 days of holiday fill up with one piece comic n anime.. One piece really nice leh... very funny ...but juz too long liao.. waste me alot of time.. latest till book 48 liao.. i onli read till 27... haihz.. hav to stop for 3 week.. SE coming in 3 week ONLY!!!! bler.........

The back part of my holiday fill up with kai kai , yamcha n my wonderfull bagan lalang trip.. yay!!!.. still feeling happy.. although suffering from pain now... ERmmmm.. still waiting for our pic lo.. tc when u going to post up o?... giak giak leh.....

Overall ... this holiday is... HAPPY... din even feel sien... all the time filling with activitiesssss.. everyday also sleep at 3-4am.. boil my comic .. boil my anime.. n still havent finish summore.. I NEED MORE HOLIDAY!!!!!... ok hayaku hayaku finish my SE n go for another holiday... Year end holiday!!!.. plan for another nice trip nnn.. cant wait for NEW YEAR COUNTDOWN!!! wuahahhaa.. 'still day dreaming... now november onli.....'....wuuuuu... ok la.. I declare end of my holiday... KAMBADE NEh KINNO!!!!

So happy even sun burn to death also nvm

Yea!!.. last nite onli back from bagan lalang .... so tired n so pain.... WA .. my back .. my hand .. even my leg.. all sun burned... quite serious leh.. untill now still very red n painfull.. haihz.. dunno wat to do.. monday can go coll mou leh..

This trip very nice leh.. so happy ... so high... even got 2 new fren also can ply till so high.. haha.. Matthew n fish.. haha.. 2 new fren intro by tat chern.. thy ar tat chern chong hua fren la.. but very nice 1.. haha..

10.30pm like dat hav lioa breakfast then go beach.. wa bagan lalang beach so nice.. luckily is Raya holiday.. not much pig thr.. Start plying thr .. throw sand to each other... run on the beach .. wa... even it is noon n the sun is juz right up of us.. aiyah. forgot to apply sun block onli ply.. now so painfull..... We also got fly kite.. aiyuh.. my kite.. hang on the tree lioa. aiyuh.. no skill la.. have to becarefull next time... ply till 4 like dat.. all tired liao then back to Matthew house in Sungai Pelek to take bath n rest..

Ard 6 like dat go out again.. haha.. go eat seafood.. Matthew bring us to 1 seafood stall n beside dat stall got 1 brigde.. it is 'lover brigde' .... haha.. lover... dunno got wat story behind this.. Matthew also din tell.. The scene thr real nice leh.. dat time ngam ngam sun set.. so nice.. we take alot of pic with so many kind of pose ... hungry liao go eat seafood.. quite nice food.. but the price is not as cheap as i thought.. i tot it will kampung price 1.. but it follow kl price liao.. haihz.. holiday la. is like dat 1..

Back to Matthew house after dat... take pic again... wa... take liao alot of pic lo.. n all pic now with tat chern.. i think he will publish in his blog 1.. haha.. fast fast publish .. cant wait to see our nice pic.. haha.. So happy tripp n so high.. Looking forward to next tripp.. haha..

Kairo from 1U

haha.. juz back from 1 U... wa... last post is 1 week b4 liao wo.. yalo.. this holiday very busy la.. hav to go out la.. got alot anime and comic la.. haihz.. tomolo hav to go out also .. BAgan LaLang.!!!..
Yeah finally buy liao new bag.. very expensive lo.. RM65.50 leh.. nv brought this expensive bag b4 leh.. my previous bag also present from my fren leh...

Today my dompet really 'pain' lo.. buy liao dat bag.. still hav to hav lunch n dinner thr.. go bowl leh.. total waste lioa 100+ leh.. tomolo go out hav to use money somemore.. this monday change lioa new car cd player (haha got USB port 1 )...400+ .. hiahz... dompet SaaaaaKit.....
Yuriko.. now i onli know y u said ' most of the expenses is for food'.. and u usually go 1U kai kai..

Yala .. 1u got various kind of food .. got ramen.. all kind of fast food... secret recipe n more... What i can say is.. ' 1u wat food also got except cheaper food'.. normally 1 meal will drain minimun Rm 10.. hav break , lunch n dinner thr also drain u Rm30+ lioa.. haihz..

This afternoon bout 2.30 onli reach thr.. n i am super hungry lo.. but .. WTH ... y so many ppl 1.. all waiting for parking .. the place that i usually park also full lioa.. wasai.. waste lioa 30 min to find parking.. get inside.. n see.... WASAI.. y so crowded 1 .. 1st time see 1U so crowded lo.. HAHA.. nvm .. cos alot of leng lui thr leh.. n 90% of all the ppl is chinese.. like dat gud leh.. dun like to see those pig..... Especially got 1 shop.. sell kite n toy 1.. dat cashier very sok leh.. all my hamsap fren also say sok.. n thr gila 1 lo.. pass thru dat place more dat 8 times.. sot 1....

Not bad la.. can go hang kai with my fren like this.. eat together .. hang kai together.. kap lui together... juz abit not song is my bag.. look like abit gay.. erm.. dun care la.. buy lioa then take it la.. i wont waste 1...

HAha.. today hav QUOTE of THE DAY!!!

"1U have all kind of food except cheaper food"

The very start of my Holidays....

Yay holiday liao... juz after my coll ..last class .. when i step out of coll.. officially declared of HOL!!! me and my classmate went to pyramid hav lunch n chat abit.. stay till 5 sumting then leave...

This is how my holidays start... the starting is horrible.. JAM........ leave at 5 .. this time i stay at car for 1 and half hour.. y all ppl must come out at dat time.. u all canot go earlier or later 1 la.. y hav to crash time with me.. dulan la.. siting in car.. listening to the retarded DJ craping.. my right leg onli can put at my brek pedal... damn sien and damn tired...

reach home at 6.30 ... once reach put down my back.. my body bang to the sofa like free falling.. and... start sleep... din even bother wats on the TV.. how loud it is and wat song is plying.. (actually is open my mom favaurite radio station.. channel 112.. all those chinese old song.. bler....) dun care la.. i juz wanna rest.. fall assleep at less than a minute.. haihz.. damn tired....

Juz wake up .. n start to plan my holiday time ... no enuf time leh.. my schedule all tight tight 1.. comic la anime la.. go cinema watch movie la.. my car punye cd player la.. n wed trip la.. Bagan Lalang ... ngm gi bin tou leh geh.... dun care la.. hav to enjoy n make full use of my 9 days holiday... YAY!!!!!!

Full Metal PANIC!!!!

Full metal panic rox to da max!!! .. The 1st series full metal panic was nice... Fumoffu super funny .. n now TSR... super nice.. now i am really mad bout it.. espeacial episode 13 dat juz released yesterday.. i hav watched 3 times liao.. wasai.. so nice..

Sagara Sausuke.. the character i like the most .. he super ying lo.. hav a cross sign scar on his face.. even on the fumoffu hav dat scar... He is a military freak.. everywhre will be battlefeild for him.. every weird thing happen is terrorist attack.. His personal AS (ArmSlave) will be Arbalest... the onli armslave dat hav lamdra driver own by Mithril n onli sagara can use it... but it is not always functioning.. i will onli function when at dangerous part... Lamdra driver is like a barrier on the AS.. it will help AS the defence and also can attack..
It is so sad when sagara ordered to stop protection of Kaname Chidori. Very like end of the to Sagara .. he lost his fighting spirit.. even thinking to stop fighting ever again.. but Kaname appear again ... he is like ragain his pwr.. using Arbalest and lamdra driver to fight.. damn nice fighting.. haha... this it the power of love.. is juz like a ultimate charger ...

My Moral studies class...

Finally ... we have pass up our assgin at the last day... Today .. we hav the last lesson of moral studies ... This moral studies is the most interesting moral.... Ari will be the best moral lecturer compare with last time secondary moral class....

Last time.... b4 moral class start.. i hav already prepare to sleep.. put stacks of book at the corner of my table dats enuf to cover my face... then open the stupid moral text book.. once moral lesson start... head down and sleep.. sleep the end of the lesson.. dun care.. dun do homework.. cos last time really think moral is juz a shit.. who cares to learn it seriously.. really dun giv a damn to it..

But this time diff.. i hav nv miss 1 of my lan class.. pay full consentrate on the lesson.. sumtimes is not lesson la.. talk crap onli... but i enjoy.. really enjoying dat classs.. today we hav the last lesson.. felling of.. like missing.. i miss the class.. no choice.. it juz end like dat.. haihz...

Look foward hav a gud Malaysian studies lecturer and intereesting class...haha
Abdullah wife dead!!! cheh .. non of my business ..

Bleach 21!!!!!~~

Bleach 21 finally out... wasai.. the story .. fuiyoh.. geng la.... Most important is.. the charracter i like.. Hitsugaya Taoshiro... He......... He really din die leh.. but defeated badly by aizen lo.. haihz.. Hinamori also din die... but haven awake yet.. haihz... i tot she die liao 1 la.. so gud.. actually no ppl die la.. Aizen ,gin n dat blind negro go to hollow world liao..

Ichigo onli become temporary death god leh.. i tot he can become a captain 1.. haihz.. he go back to human world n start his fight.. with those type.. Hollow+shinigami ppl.. a shinigami with hollow mask.. n can say as hollow dat hav zanpaku-to .. so keong..
Aizen killing hinamori.. from this page.. i really tot hinamori sure die lo..
This is Aizen.. when he is going to leave soul society... he break his spec n ..fly............

Juz back from Steven's Corner

This is friday nite.. ppl no need to sleep 1!!!!!!!!! see this..
this pic ju take randomly.. n take when it is 0030... this is juz part of it.. thr ar more at left right front back.... this is the biggest mamak... i can say in Malaysia....
STEVEN's CORNER...................

Yea... Friday.....

Another friday.. today leason was.. erm.. sien.. Sien till my heart got the feeling of cramp ... hard to say.. can say sien till cramp... as usual... math class very sien.. physic class ... subra know talk crap onli.. he no more reliable for me.. erm.. is feeling not so save to rely fully on him as my lecturer... haihz... no one is perfect.. his attitude was gud .... but juz lack of talent in teaching.. myself shub work harder la..

After sch.. i tot no place to go 1.. cos tat chert having some economical plan.. kee loong hav things to do after dat.. but suddenly tat chern say wan go make spec wo.. then go lo.. n watch sky high... Finally .. tat chern also din go... i think is bcos fuel consumtion dat is part of his plan la.. go the curve make spec then go 1u again waste petrol also.. then left back me fiona stan n stan's fren..Champton.. haha.. after i leave i onli ask bout his name form fiona leh.. lol..

Sky high was .. my rating will be.. a 'so so' movie lo... some part quite funny la.. but more for children.. sumting happen beside my sit also.. a indian kid.. damn noisy. jump here jump thr.. ask this ask dat.. haihz.. he even push me n ask " hey u see dis.." ... er.. he is showing how he drink.. char douz.. i pretend din hear n continue my movie.. but he i scolded by his mom.. dat kid's mother.. u shud teach him better la.. if he is hyper active.. find some side place dat he wont disturb others la..

After movie.. my hand start itchy liao.. itchy to ply bowl.. so hav 2 bowl game with stan n fiona.. yea i learn sumting new today dat can increase my consistency.. haha.. unfortunately.. fiona can get it.. lol slowly la..

Wou.. this is awsome.. who can make the pin stand like this again leh.. maybe i belanja him or her lunch leh.. geng leh.. this 1 not i make leh.. is Fiona!!! keong thouz.. i name dis as"ultra super gila double open gate" fuiyoh.. heard de name also know geng liao ho.. haha... After dat go eat dinner lo.. n hav some anime talk .. go buy test pad .. then go back lo...

I'm really tired lo.. come back liao still hav to post this blog.. after 11 still hav to go find my primary sch fren yamcha.. n hav bunch n bunch of anime n manga havent watch.. n somemore phy test next weeek.. n de moral project.. wa.. sot lo...........

I'm down... so sad....

I am like a warrior. Going to fight with a enemy that is losser. I faught him long times ago n i won... This time, I fight with him again. With full confidence .... But..... i'm defeated .. totally defeated... defeated by his new "skill"... n also defeated by my over confidence........
So sad... this is wat think when kee loong tell me ... eh ur chem mcq get 10 onli...erm....... yes ... my enemy is chemistry... dat was a easy subject at secondary....... Last nite.. i'm totally confidence i will pass this test.. cos i really prepare for... sit thr n read my chemistry step by step....for nearly 2 hour... yes 2 hour.. i giv my full concentrate on it.. When i get my test paper... my mind was blank .. everything seems so unknown for me.. After dat .. i know i will fail... maybe.. i get 10 over 25 for my mcq part .. n the 2nd structure.. all mistake....
Hiahz... so sad.. i juz keep quite.. even when tat chern n kee loong talk joke.. i also not bothering.. i juz wanna keep myself aside.. n THINK.......... I hav to work harder.. hav to .. cos next time i will be a chemical engineer..... Hav to do more exercise.. but not now .. not at this moment... i lose some interest on chemistry.. need to som time to recover....

I hav a quote today.......

"Over confident ... will totally defeat you even you are strong"

Jaring broadband suck to de MAX!!!

Aiyuh... irritating la.. broadband down for 1 week liao.. canot dl anime .. so sien at home.. haihz.. This afternoon i called them n ask lo.. their reply is .. This is a serious problem, it need 1-2 month to be fix....................WTH!!!!!!WTF !!! OMGG!!!!! meh lei geh.. dun joke la.. u wan me wait for 2 month meh.. Then he also said "u better find alternative for this".. means wat a.. izzit tell me to change to streamyx a.. stupid a u.. Hard to communicate with dat stupid also la.. whole company also korean worker.... n korean english .......SUX!!
Now i also dunno how... but i really wanna watch anime a!!!!... maybe hav to apply for streamyx.. but last time i always say streamyx sux wo.. sei lo.. haihz.. no choice la..
(still using 56k modem to post this up..............)

Animation life.....

Anime anime ANIME!!!!!... very torturing lo... animesuki got so many new release n ... i cant dl it .... ar!!!!!.. my stupid dupid itchy cupid jaring broadband still under maintanance.. Aiyuh,. bleach 51 .. eyeshield ... shuffle.. n much more to dl .. very cham ar...

Animation ... i am counted to be quite new in this ... start watching this since..... erm..... form 4 kua.. 1st anime is... LOVE HINA!!!!.. for dat time.. this is very nice.. Dat time really gila.. holiday stay at home ntg to do... boil love hina... 1 day at least watch 20 episode.. ci sin 1.. then next anime will be CHObits.. still remember the cuteness of qi in the anime.. super cute.. damn.. she is ... wonderfull...

untill now.. i think i hav watched about... got over 200 episode of anime la.. most of them dl from bt n some of them borrow lo.. cos my gang all anime freak... lol.. Now avg every week watch 3 anime n at least 1 comic ( cos tuesday will be huang guan day!!!!)... haha.. N i juz join anime club in taylor.. a new club.. everyting not well planed.. Haihz.. nvm. they say got comic fiesta n.... COSPLY!!! wasai..

FEar...

Another day.. today is Friday… shub b a gud day.. haihz.. bad luck.. the most bad luck day everyting is like against me.. everyting.. my car.. my feeling.. my ….. everyting la…

Morning.. I nearly cant start of my car.. dunno wat happen to it.. try for few more times… luckily it start up… when get to coll .. I hav dat feeling .. feeling of uncomfortable…. Sumting will happen…. Not sure… my class was.. ok.. ntg bad happen to me.. after sch.. we shub go hang out 1… eat lioa pizza .. then go pyramid lo.. I am really stupid.. miss lioa dat npe U turn .. n hav to waste RM3.20 n back to sunway.. get thr … find parking.. I bang the car at my back.. luckily not serious damage.. juz abit .. hard to notice.. get to cinema.. let thr all help me buy ticket lo.. thr say watching longest yard wo.. then I believe lo.. cos I really wanted to watch dat movie.. about American football.. wait till screen time I get in lo… since I din even look at dat ticket.. I juz follow them.. I hav to lead to the inside place.. with 2 of them sitting outside.. weird.. y leh.. ther talk secretly n laugh loudly.. n Fiona say,. “Tat chern .. after he scold u I donno ar… wat.. I am blur.. I am quite sensitive.. laugh sumting bout me.. n dat he shub be me.. I turn back n ask other.. hey wat is this movie a… Strategy.. horror movie.. …………..

1^st thing appear in my mind is .. RUN… no way.. I wont watch those movie.. I said b4 .. no horror movie for me.. I will sure run.. since 2 of them siting outside thr n blocking my way.. I accidentally bang kee long leg lo.. erm.. actually yes la.. I bang it quite hard…. Sorry lo.. really sorry.. I tot u ar blocking me by not letting me out.. haihz.. who also will thing like dat… I juz wanna leave.. run out of cinema .. pay my parking n drive back..

Omg .. I din even notice is 5 sumting.. all back from working.. JAM!!!!..

Dat jamming time … is a gud time for me to think.. y .. y I will run.. I am stubborn.. I say dun wan means dun wan.. especially sumting dat I fear of.. I am coward.. wat also scare.. maybe my mom born me dat time dat doctor forgot to take sumting out.. Yea.. maybe u all will say.. horror movie onli ma.. wat to scare… need to run meh.. for me diff .. it is my weakness… I dun wan to overcome it .. n dun even help me to overcome it…..

I am really angry now.. angry of myself.. but fren.. dun blame urself.. is juz myself dun wan to watch … I will pay for dat ticket…. Hav to release my anger.. Ply GTA!!! Kill KIlll KILLLLLLL…….

Ps: no more apology liao.. enuf liao.. I say ntg means ntg lioa.. forget it la…