Emotion. Lots of emotion reading my old post. The memory that is cherish, the feeling of self reflection and improvement. I am really proud of my old self. Keep looking for way to improve and daring to speak out. I thank all the people that has cross path with me and continue to. All path crossed are meant to be, and only when you treat it as gift I can continue to improve. No matter is it a difficult person or a group passionate junior, all of make you grow and improve.
I am not sure am I at a plateau of growth. With this age all the learning become slower and challenging, but reflecting more, no I don't think so. I am now being challenge everyday with AI and provided a nourishing environment for me to hyper growth.
38, it could be the peak of my life, but reject this thought. I think this is just a start of my climax, with the current challenge if I succeed it could catapult me forward and beyond. Bare with it, endure the pain and enjoy the challenge. I hope another 10 year later I could come back here and feel proud again. Proud to the one that keep improving and challenge.
To my old self, thank you very much for being positive and keep looking for challenge. Daring to take up this hyper growth stage and working with exceptional individuals. Endure through all the emotion of bring up a team, chasing for sales, still working hard even though failing to get any deal for 2 years. Ego, is just another stupid persona that block us forward. Stay humble and kind, all will goes well.
Siting here at balcony at a weekday night, talk to my future self, you will be proud, proud of what you have done. Doing all this not just make you staying up to your name, also to you proud old self. Don't worry about the ageing problem, you are you, you will find the solution to that problem and keep being healthy. Keep up an active and healthy life to protect you and your lovely wife. Don't be lonely, you shouldn't be. That is just a choice that you take and the consequences. Live up and well, and enjoy all the fruitful result from your pass effort.
Be thankful to yourself. Keep it up.
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